How can I get so far behind in so little time?

I am busy every day all day long but I can seem in a matter of a few minutes to be drowning in a sea of work. Being as OCD as I am things like that send me into a tailspin. That is where I have been the last few days. Have you ever felt like you were drowning and could not get above the water to get air? If you have I can totally understand. That is where I am and for the last few days I have been struggling with a migraine which really decreases my productivity. That left no choice,Saturday had to be a big time catch up day. It is 4:00 pm and I am not even half way through with what I needed to get done today.

I know stress brings on migraines and there has been quite a bit of stress at our house lately. I have got to get a handle on some of this so maybe the migraines will decrease in frequency once again. It had been years since I have had to deal with migraines until just recently.

The coming week does not look any better. I am trying to finish some loose ends from the estate and those things always take longer than I anticipate. Why is it that all those people John loaned money to think they do not have to pay me? That is very annoying to me. Now some of them will not even answer their phones. Would you call that screening their calls?

For over a year I have been trying to collect on these accounts even hoping a collection agency would be of help to me. Now the collection agency who is in that business will not even return my call. What is the problem here? Some times I begin to think is is me?

Why is it men think they can do what they want with women instead of what is right? I am dealing with a situation right now that makes me very angry because the person I am dealing with does not want to do what is right. I hope and pray that in every situation I am involved I would be a person of integrity who does what is right no matter how it hurts or how much it cost me. That is what I expect of all people, but all people do not hold the same values as I do. I believe your word is your bond. If I say something in haste then think it through and realize I should not have made the decision I made, I am going to stand by my word anyway no matter what it costs me.

Today has been a very trying day from every angle. Maybe it will get better because my family and I are going to dinner tonight to celebrate Daddy Bill and Mamma Kim's birthday. We will end the celebration back at our house for a nightcap of butterfinger cake. yum, yum it is so good especially when I do not have to make it.


Kim