Will I ever learn?

I am not sure yet what it is I am suppose to be learning but I sure do wish I would learn it quickly. The last four years have been by far the most difficult days I have ever lived. Just as I think I have come out of the valley something else pops up out of nowhere, usually blindsiding me. I would like a little reprieve from all the stress; however, I am reminded that God is in control and He has a plan in all that is happening, no matter whether it fits into my schedule and plan or not. Jeremiah 29:11 says He has a purpose and a plan for me, not to harm me but to give me hope and a future. It is so hard at times to keep my eyes on Him and not on my own difficulties.

Just tonight as Will and I were talking, he said he was not sure what else could happen. Just this week his best tractor truck was wrecked while in route to Colorado and probably totaled. To do what was right he had his drivers go ahead and deliver the freight to Colorado. So the run would not be such a loss with everything that has happened, he got them a back haul. Now we find out the trailer had much more damage than we originally knew and are not sure if the trailer will make it back to Mississippi much less North Carolina to deliver the load. I totally understand what he is saying with all that has happened over the last 2 months with the trucks and drivers. Giving up is not the answer. When the going gets tough the tough get going and that is what he is trying to do. With the guidance of the Lord, Will will remain tough in the face of adversity. Will's statement to me tonight was if the trailer makes it to Mississippi it will be by the grace of God and an answer to prayer. My God is still in the business of answering prayers, that I do know. Praise God for His favor upon His children of which I am one. Blessings are bountiful in my life every day. Why is it that cannot see many of these blessings every day as they occur. Oh God, give me eyes to see.