Life took an upside turn the last of May and at that time nothing seemed to matter except taking care of the basic necessities of life. For the following 6 months my life and the life of my family was consumed with some very severe issues. Even though it may be along time before these issues are resolved I am beginning to understand more and more each day the my God is in control and these issues did not take Him by surprise. Praise the Lord I do not have to face these very severe issues alone. I am looking with great anticipation to 2010 wondering just how God is going to reveal Himself to me this year and how He is to use me. I must remind myself daily that in order for Him to use me I must be available. That means letting thing go and being avaliable not matter what He asks of me. Yes, that is the hard part for me but I know "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Thank you Lord for that promise.
Today was a test of perseverance for me and I failed it miserably. Tomorrow is a new day and I pray for perseverance and patience with Makenna Kate even when I have told her for the 1000 time in a few hours no Makenna Kate that will hurt you. I love that precious baby with all my heart but by the end of the day I am exhausted from chasing her all day.
Mamma Kim
